My chief goal for this year is to figure out why I work. Yeah, I know that sounds absurd. But when I created my New Year’s resolutions this year, I realized that while my writing and personal goals were crystal clear, I couldn’t articulate a work goal beyond “work more.”
Another way to say this is that I am addicted to work. One definition of addiction is: “a psychological and physical inability to stop consuming a chemical, drug, activity, or substance, even though it is causing psychological and physical harm.”
Coming from a large, sprawling Irish family with its fair share of substance abuse problems, I use the term “addiction” advisably. But I think in my case, it’s apt.
Now that I have – in classic, 12-step fashion – identified the problem, it’s time to step back and begin to craft a solution.
Here’s where I’ve gotten so far:
What would you do if this was your last day on Earth? This is the question the HeadSpace appuses to guide its meditation on prioritization. Given that Headspace is a mindfulness app, the question is posed softly and gently. But it is, of course, the eternal question we all need to answer.
Oddly enough, it’s also the first question I ask my friends who come to me for career advice. “I don’t know what to do with my life,” they will say, or some version therein.
I always begin by asking, “If you had an entirely free day tomorrow, with no commitments whatsoever, how would you spend it?” Or, if you prefer, “What would your 90-year-old self would advise you to do?”
In my case, I know I’d prefer to spend at least a third of my day writing. Of all the things I do in a day, writing is the activity where I feel most authentic and most relaxed. But at the moment, I’m not even close to achieving that 1/3 goal.
A Harvard Business Review article states that you have to practice being your future self. The upshot of the article is that once you’ve figured out the key components of your ideal day, you need to block out time to practice being that future self. (This is a familiar piece of advice to anyone who wants to be a writer, which essentially boils down to: Start writing.)
But what really resonated for me in this article was the way the author, Peter Bregman, framed the “future self” imperative.
He writes: “You need to spend time on the future even when… there is no immediately apparent return to your efforts. In other words… if you want to be productive, you need to spend time doing things that feel ridiculously unproductive.”
That framing really hit home for someone who consistently conflates being productive with being busy. On any given day, doing the thing that you love can feel like you’re taking valuable time away from the 10,000 things you “need” to get done.
Not so, says Bregman: “It’s the wildly important stuff that never gets done because it’s never urgent enough… or it’s too risky or terrifying” that you need to prioritize. True dat.
Once you’ve set aside your “me” time, create some affirmations to reinforce that positive image of yourself.
I’ve written before about how I’ve used positive self-talk in both my writing and my work. But in recent weeks, I’ve really doubled down. I’ve made a brand new list of 10 affirmations tailored to the first quarter of this new year, which I repeat out loud every morning before I start my work day.
Of those 10, the hardest one to utter – but the one that matters most – is this: “It’s easy for me to say no to people.” It isn’t. And that’s not (entirely) because I often need the money.
It’s because – courtesy of my addiction – I measure my productivity not in terms of number of sales or level of income (like most business people), but in terms of the number of hours worked. And with that as my metric for a job well done, more is always better. Isn’t it?
I’m trying really hard to focus on these three, big-ticket goals as I slowly work my way towards managing my addiction to work.
What strategies do you employ when you need to hit re-set on your own work/life balance? What have you had to re-organize in your priorities list to become more productive? Let’s have a conversation!
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